I keep hoping I've hit rock bottom and there's nothing left to lose.
Turns out, there's a whole layer of trauma beneath the surface. I keep glossing over my own painful feelings because it eases the life of others. I'm sad. I can't keep catering to convenience. I need time to process.
There's an unbelievable amount of shame and obliviance I feel. The best I can do is try to salvage my hope and carry on.
I need to carry on.
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